MICKEY MOUSE UBER ALLES -HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY 5/29/2023 M-DAY NIGHT- BLOG ENTRY

 Hi,

I'm mickey mouse,

with Walt Disney's Ft. Lauderdale Cryogenic Corpse in reserve...

Would you like a Chinky happy ending?

No,

I doubt it...

B/c While an Oathkeeper is doing 18 years max for sedition (which is an Union prosecutorial term that is racist against indigenous Evangelicals), Marco Rubio, Ron Desantis and Ted "ALL SEEING EYE" Turner destructionists tell us their commie bullshit forever ad infinitum.  Why?  B/C they're R.I.N.O.'S.

- Republicans

- In

- Name

- Only

They have no alleigance, to the oathkeepers's evangelicalism,

and their cracker asses have a faux story, of being Dyed in the wool Repubs, When even "Desantis" himself, was - ANTI- CORPORATION - ?!?!?!??

Desantis thought that neopaleoconservatism was "Anti-Corparation".

I'm voting Ghost House & Epcot Mausoleum myself, for historical considerations etc.

So yes,

The Dragan burned at the Walt Disney Exhibition,

And it may have been a controlled burn,

But does that Mean EMS is an inside job???  Does that mean that blood always equals, in many circumstancii, soil and ground and land and infrastructure?  Perhaps we can stop blowing up  buildings...  but I doubt it...  so much asphalt, so little napalm..  just the

stations

of

the cross,

agin',

She said let's start from the top,

like the notes in your pocket,

where you mentioned my sign,

you've got a lit of nerve, uintell, for mentioning

my apocryphal scroll,

but I thought you changed my name,

for wherever I would care,

for about anything but a plague,

I  cannot conceive of paradise,

but I know in your zombiastic entity,

there is the ghost of 

assurance,

not "insurance",

although it's all by the numbers,

all by the books,

as per gonzo,

the journalism as selfhood,

in a world that is nasty brutish and gallant.

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Spine Tingling Sensations of Excitement "Pulsing Through America" This Memorial Day Weekend According to Source

 According to a source on the much maligned much touted Twitter.com, the populus of the US o' A is experiencing "Spinetingling Excitement" this weekend, as we celebrate and honour the Veterans of the United States Armed Forces, who have passed and have loved ones who have passed. 

Our thoughts and prayers are with the Families and Friends of Military Service Members who are currently deployed overseas, wishing their loved ones could come home and be a family.  And I congratulate the service members's here at home, celebration with their family & friends.

  I for one, think the 'spinetingling excitement' this Memorial Day Weekend is partly from the agro-pharma drugs being passed around in Youth culture, but also because we all know, WE ARE AT WAR!!!

And with this elephant in the room and air,

It's all around, a "spinetingling sensation of excitement", permeating this much vetted and touted national celebration.

I for one,

Would like to write a poem about the troops who lost their lives:

"You gave it your all,

yet somehow they fall,

us versus them,

you never gave a damn,

but sitting here now,

alive while you're dead,

I guess a lot of us,

are just seeing red,

I'm angry and mad,

at what our USA is,

and USA has become,

In this age,

But I'd wager,

that casinos and lottery,

are the sin of ole'

The brute sin of Poverty,

Why are we civil,

in an uncivil world,

Why do we only care,

about our girl,

I know that Johnny

in 1956

Wouldn't have liked this,

nope,

not a bit,

and turn the page,

I'll wager a bet,

that no one cares,

about the national debt,

the fruited plain's harvest,

grows on trees,

and that's all they want,

in world war THREE,

the wheat the harvest,

the harvest the wheat,

Out in Utah,

where they know how to do it,

I can't see,

I can't hear,

What I never,

Knew to fear,

Was fear itself,

Can you hear it smell it?

Fear incarnate,

Ain't it like hell mate?

I'm like all like

I kno rite?

Let's keep it safe for D-Day 23

This Memorial Night

- R.T. Stillwell

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Come Close & I'll Whisper a Secret

 ...Life is short.  kick some ass.///

I've never been too keen on liberalism and liberal authorities - liberal women, however, I've had a certain proclivity for for many years...  In fact, up until my current amour I've never been in a relationship with a Repub-as-such...  Saying that,

They seem to have the strangest reaction to my Republicanism after we break up...

One of them, doped up on Left Wing Opiods, admitted she was plotting to have me killed with her new redneck boyfriend...  What?

Or of course my sweet 16, Janine...  She claimed that "Nazis controlled the corporations, and I was a Nazi for believing in Republicanism."

I always say we were the Ike & Tina of Jungle in Asheville, back in '05....

She, of course, married a Russian.

There's the chick I lost my virginity to - Maria Elena Juarez.

Now she's a top ranking senate staffer in the District on the Left!!!

Amanda, who claims to have had sex with DnB superstar Twisted Individual.

Betty, in JA.

So many to name,

Why is it that it took me so long to have a good natured rumble with a legitimate republican charmed woman of the antebellum south of the Character so engendered by Conservative Women?

She has a double masters degree from UCONN,

and boy oh boy, do I love her - she is so neurotic, however.

It's sexy in this Woody Allen goofy ole' people way,

but I'm 38, she's 36 - she was a volleyball scholarship recipient,

and I'm happy to have her at least for now, as a republican lover...

I keep telling people I'm done with love,

Yet I'm a sucker for Julie's Hard Candy...

I've fallen in love agin',

Why does this always have to happen to me?

 

International Democracy United Friend CODE NAME "5904" on a Drone Strike in Kyiv

 "Hello

we are bombed every day
Drone crashed in the yard
it was knocked down next to my windows
windows were broken in the district, in four 16-storey buildings
mine miraculously remained intact, but the fragments damaged the insulation of the facade 50 cm from my window
funnel 5 meters

and so every day, drones or rockets
all this happens at night, very scary

happy for your kind words
Thank you for not forgetting"

Apparently,

These shit eating commies are sending in drones to kill innocent Kyiv residents.  In our correspondences, 5904 keeps on repeating to me "It's very scary at night".  This is a nightmare.

I fear we may see the fall of Kyiv if we don't fight pre-emptively on Russian soil and Gain Ground instead of losing it.

Vote "Invade Mother Russia"

This one's for you 5904 (which is a model of Smith & Wesson Pistol that he keeps under his pillow)

Sincerely,

R.T. Stillwell, IDU '23

If I'm Being Honest - We're Still Reminded, The USA Can't Be Divided

 Two Parties,

One Team.  I believe the right and the left are conjoined in centrist thinking, and with the think tanks being what they are, I - with much aplomb - Wish everyone a great kick-off to the busy travel season!  Let's all have a great vacation, and let's gather around together as one UNITED family, and cross the aisle, shake hands and say - you know what? "Trump, Not so Bad..." "Biden, Not the Worst..."!

I mean now is a time for unity,

an almost 9/11 like moment with all that is going on in the Ukraine.

So let's band together as one species, one race (the human race) one nation and yae 1 universe.

Let's embark upon a grand old party of gallantry and regalia'd opulence, and say - yeah, at least the emporor is wearing armor.  Might need a bath though, sleepy joe.

I think, therefore I am not inclined to comment,

that what may or may not be the reality aspect of DDU is ever present, however - let's always remember, never forget 9/11.

If your faith is afflicted, my faith is affected we'll stay connected till it all comes back around~

DDU 23

State of Mind, Country & the World

 I'm overarchingly compelled to comment on the world, our nation and the state of mind in the current time.  I know, to a degree, that due to certain permissive actions in the Nation that our culture is being degraded.  It's not the same country it used to be (perhaps it never was since the 1960's), and I hearken back to a better time, when life was simpler and less complicated by expensive digital devices.

Video games are one of these digital devices.

Used in moderation,

Video gaming technologies can be a useful distraction in a painful world...

However there are many, many bad sides to this cultism of finger diddling...

Amongst which is the idolatry of young people who could have a future, yet waste their time on pointless gaming.  It's a shame, and I don't think it would be much of a leap (nor would I be the first to speculate) to write that the availability of FPS games could be a contributing factor in the recent wave of Mass Shootings.  It basically makes into voyeurism the use of automatic guns to "kill the enemy".

I feel that in our nation, the state of mind has been corrupted by years of misunderstanding freedom in terms of the whole 'fairy tale' of "defeat the evil bad guy, get the beautiful princess".  It's in movies, books, video games and the current zeitgeist...

But freedom isn't that simple.

For years,

The whole "Defeat the evil bad guy" narrative fiction archetype has worked marginally well for audiences of cinema and T.V. to find entertainment...  but I'm afraid "Good vs. Evil" as a narrative cliche is becoming almost as deleterious as video gaming.

I mean,

What if the fictional representation of justice is at odds with the way the world really works?

It could lead to all kinds of mental illness, in-and-of-itself.

Further,

The world is at a time when the gruesome realities of strife, whether war or even natural disaster, is hitting literally "home" for millions of people.  Why?

Well it could be because of God's judgement.

When people en masse start rejecting the Almighty Father, Jehovia, then we as a human race are bound to fall out of favor with our creator.  We are God's, and so is the world.

The more we as a species fight against this truth,

Rebel and think of ourselves as "God",

We bring down the almighty wrath and fire upon all.

More and more,

The world is secularizing people's minds.  Through textbooks, popular media, magazines and even the fashion industry, Religion is losing touch, in a technological era, with it's roots.

In fact,

many youth are losing touch with their roots.

I know it's trite,

but in many ways people accept carte blanche now what people in my age had to search out, discover, study the origins of, and perpetuate through individual volition.  It seems that the youth aren't interested in figuring out the origins of anything in music, or at least the majority.

Why?

It could be big tech.

But I think it has to do with copyright infringement by the Internet-itself.

Many,many musicians are finding it harder to make any kind of money off of the albums they have for sale, or keep a career as a performing band mostly because of Youtube and Alphabet Co.

Why go to a record shop,

buy a hard copy of your favorite band for around 15 bucks for a single LP,

and collect it - when you can easy as american pie simply type the words into a little search engine and have free unlimited access to all of it digitally?

This seems, in many respects, to be a de-evolution of culture by technology, not progress.

So how are we to save our minds from the trauma we experience as a human race?

How are we to save our nation from the corrupting forces of foreign big Tech?

And how are we to Save the World???

I don't know the answer,

but we can pray~

DDU/IDU 5/19/2023

 

 

DDU ON FISCAL WELFARE

 Now we all know the curmudgeonly kerfuffle in congress about raising the Debt Ceiling.  Hell, Senior Biden's  (body double) cabal took a day off of the Papua New Guinea ticket, snubbed Australia's much anticipated convention & visit, just to come on back home and have a good-natured chat with Congress about it.

Here's the deal Numero Uno El Presidente,

I'm a welfare recipient with a record,

AND WE WANT TO BE PUT TO WORK.

The repub's caveat of saying we put welfare recipients to work is sound minded righteousness.  If Senoir Biden wants State Controlled EDU, State Controlled HOUSING, State Controlled EVERYTHING,

how about state controlled employment for welfare recipients?

It's like literally the one chance for someone like me to find upward mobility...

I want a shovel...

I wanna build...

Accept the repub reforms Biden,

Or the waste of time & money is on your shoulders...

DDU '23

AAA FREEDOM BLOG 2023

 So it seems that the North Koreans and the Chicoms are coming closer and closer to invading Taiwan!

 Further the claims of Russian fighter jets being intercepted are true! 

Further as I said in my blog politalk there are migrants of Chinese national orientation from China coming up through the border between Mexico and the United States!

 Everybody be on world war III lockdown! 

Now it's not a time for games! Now is the time for contrite action and unifying the base to raise the debt ceiling! Though some nay-sayers may disagree with it! We need to get these military members their paychecks! Now is the time for bipartisan unity because we are and I quote at war! What is to be done?!?! I do not know friends but until the media becomes solvent there will be no answer to the questions we have! 

Am I to read the NYT and sit as an egg in a basket? Are we to be chickens in the hedges? Are we to be isolated one by one like eggs in a tuned refrigerator? I doubt it! Because if the electricity goes off through an EMP then everything stops! I am not an anarchist but anarchy is always an option! Anarchy for the UK & anarchy for the USA? Nobody really knows! Weather modification and climate change aside, I'd just like to say a few comments on individualism as such! One for one two by two there's always a third party The third wheel three is company, and when three is company you know that 2x2 we're far less vulnerable! Love is for a loved one and his betrothed and beloved! Third times a charm and three is a party and three is company! So let's all remember that as we embark upon an epic monumental summer! For my heart to your fanny or cock.

Lighter crew

 

NATIONAL POLICE WEEK

 

RUSKIE FIGHTER JETS SCRAMBLED OVER ALASKA

 With this new news breaking on the heels of everything elese, I think it prescient and salient to say that - Hey, America - RUSSIA IS FUCKING INVADING AMERICA.  Over 7 Fighter Jets were intercepted over Alaska.  So hey, 'merica?  Get Right with Gott, B/C wee need you, and thee and thousest to need to believe in Southern Comfort.

The "So afraid to blink" mentality.

I've given everything I have,

Russia is currently coming over the USA border with Fighter Jets.

Scramble!!!'

Duck and Cover L.A. Here it comes!!!

Let's all stick out heads in the sand!! hooooooorayyyyy!!!

yeah right..

Russia is currently sending Fighter Jets over Alaska,

This is no test.

Get ready for it!

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USA PROUD USA LOUD USA FIRST

USA first this is a supreme dialectic USC USMC United Methodist Church is coming out for America first we're all doing it we're coming out for America first this is the first time I've seen everybody out there on a pure American first vibe and America first tip we're doing it for the nation! And there are many amongst us who disagree but with civil rights issues there are many disagreements I only hope we can deal with disagreement civily rather than dangerously with property destruction and violence! I believe in society in which many are misbegotten but none are forgotten! I believe in a society in which equality runs rampant and free in the bountiful plains of the United States of America! I believe in the land of the free, the home of the brave, and the independent nation of punk rock aficionados who rep rock and roll regalia and go to the streets and take to the streets no matter which side of the aisle or either libertarian they are on. I believe in all people's expressions of freedoms and rights in liberties and privileges and lack of restrictions and restrictions themselves to be subject to delegation! I believe one and one non-forgotten and always remembered 9/11! Wow!

 

My Love Letter to Lady J

 Lady J,

I'm betrothed unto your grace and imminence.  You are beauty, incarnate.  On your side of the wall, I speak.  I'm excited about you getting, maybe, caught.  I'm having trouble keeping quiet.  I'll be talking really quietly, please call me when your alone. 919-444-4525

Lady J,

!2:#2

I miss thee,

I don't know from whence to purse mine lips without thine rose, thine green rose.

Lady J,

5/15

I make unto thee a truth and privileged, yet poor, proclaiming jest: "What if you were the woman daughter incarnate of Gott himself.  Napalm and Piss Fire, Semper Fi".

Why?

Why ask why,

when the future is about to become very dark....

Lady J,

2023

I love thee, I love thee, I love thee, I love thee, I love thee...   I LOVE THEE, I love... THEE, JULIE - Lady J....

Brendan Hooker O'Connell

FREE THE PROUDBOYS AND BADGRRRLZ

TUNE!!!!

NEW MIX I DID At KLUB KINGDOM LAST WEEKEND

 

Scream civilian wartime is coming

 This is going out all the Georgians out there Georgia as such as a state as a right peach as southern right women and Southern Georgia peaches often arm. No I'm kidding! But what I would like to say is that in Georgian they say that Georgia is on the Eastern front! So many would consider the western front to be different than the northwest and the east north to be different from the southwest! But what I would like to say today to you, is that many people are misbegotten unto mine underprivileged alienated persona and personas plural! I am not really a bad person when it comes down to it. I honestly want to tell you that anybody out there hates me? I love the people who are my fans out there who have any kind of cultic devotion I doubt it lol but, I love my critics even more I love the people who criticize me even more because you can't stop this mountain! I believe today our nation to be in a crisis in which there is no relapse. I believe they're to be a crisis in which there is no unbecoming or miss begotten forgotten memes or anything to do with video games or pornography. I believe us and ourselves to be in an age of evolutionary spaceship Ascension to the heavens in the all together unbecoming crashing down of asteroids and the Sun itself to the Earth's service?! I believe this indeterminate view of history to believe to be her story and her story that she told was history and his story was her story with horror story was history which was a w**** and her w**** was his w**** and there are many whores! And then so misbegotten there were the Indians in the native misbegotten native Americans and then there were the native Eskimo igloo n****** as I've heard it called and then there were as such the ecuadorial sand n****** which really came into being within the diaspora of b**** n***** ass b**** n***** them from Nicaragua! Lol jk. So what I would say today is that there are many religions but you have only one world! There are many faiths but you have only one life! There are many reincarnations but there is only one president @ hand now..

I AM THEREFORE I THINK

 

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'' - songs in the key of sheitan (banned)

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Hated in the USA *disclaimer* *disclaimer* *disclaimer* *disclaimer* 

I guess people complained so I've, as an underground composer, truly seen censorship first hand.  Sometimes I censor myself, sometimes labels who seemed cool enough at the time feel impelled to shut me down.  For example, one of the blithest and most generic labels and genres for what I'm sure any punk musician out there is loathe to book for any show THEY'D want to promote- breakcore - decided to do the whole electronica e thug "WE WILL SHUT YOU DOWN" BS for my e headache releases just for the use of hatespeech on my Tweenstar LP.  

I literally had some pissant producer scum from one of the most well known labels in their little pathetic wanna be rawkish but in fact definitively elitist ravemusic scene known as "Breakcore" tattle tale around to labels I had released on in order to shut me down and ban my albums!

Yeah thanks for the years of great music Peace Off Records!  wow~ 

When they gave me a hard time via IM I responded "I listen to punk!  I don't even fucking make nor enjoy breakcore!  Have a sausage party circle jerk to squarepusher for all I care ya'll fucking discoteq chunks of yankee breaksplooge"

I don't think of what I make to really be electronica tbh.  I mean- yes, I compose/juxtapose it all with a non linear sequencer so its not exactly live rock (which is hard as fuck to actually perform + I respect true pop punk performers far more than all the little darkstep + edm savants out there.), but my Emo Headache stuff rarely if ever utilizes soft-synths, vst's or any plug-ins whatsoever - plus, I do actually sing original vocals and play rhythm guitar on some tracks.

I only include this to be honest about where I and my heroes the offspring, johnny ramone or ac/dc etc. originated- 

on the streets of the good ole' USA…  God bless her!

I'm considered by those familiar with my notoriety globally to be a bad person.

I am.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've got red laces I earned from a gutter fight defending my punk girl at a dive in downtown Raleigh and a bikers jacket that I wear, y'know, during the daytime or whatever, but just 'cause I'm making punk mashups that don't fit to yr corporatized little uber genre of safe n friendly breakcore (which has always been the- "oh we're the punk form of electronica'" wannabe-punk-genre for decades before dubstep took the #1 poseur mantle) and samples shit that's not pc or sounds unconventional or lo fi or whatever doesn't mean you should waste yr time trying to fight me and censor my musical creations!

~What kind of instinct is that?  

~The instinct to censor others' works?

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"I had been developing one of my most intensely worked on albums made so far in my discography - Tweenstar LP [my 5th full length].  I had been bouncing noise through a tube amplifier and recording to regular cassette tape, which I would then bury in the dirt and mud and gunk for several days.  Upon listening to the dug up recording on cassette- I knew with this album my organic noise genre influenced style could offer the punk rock scene a sound that it has really always been keen too- that is, Experimental noise…

  Tweenstar LP is just track after track of radio disney tween punk mixed and mangled with R rated hate speech accompanied by fanned blasts of indeterminate noise n' gabber kicks n' punk drum bridges to give the radio disney tween base an ironic hardcore bite to what is really everything we love about good pop punk (r'n'b' bubblegum chords played distorted and fast) yet engineered in some expensive multi-million dollar studio for infants, children and pre-teens… 

ergo ipso EVIL RADIO DISNEY RELIKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO, I'm sending the label owner in the UK these tracks as I'm finishing them and you could tell he was really on que with the implicit humor of the juxtaposition.  I thought of myself of being like Johnny Ramone or Dee Dee Ramone when they tried to get Ramones' hit single "I'm a Nazi Baby" released on Sire back in the heyday of punk.

                                                        One problem… 

It went too far, and the label censored the lyrics and censored the title of potentially one of the funniest and most hardcore of hardcore Ramones' tracks of all time which became "Today Your Love, Tomorrow The World".  

My label, LEGS-NET UK was at that time pretty racy with lots of pro-satan samples, wild horror sampling, and extratone so hardcore it turns Drum n Bass ravers' salty drum beat into dust.

Yet even being so extreme, Neil @ Legs Akimbo had to inform me that he couldn't release my one track Sig Heil Tween Style (hear it @ https://soundcloud.com/nut-me-off/emo-headache-sig-heil-tween) which juxtaposed 'Hannah Montana' Vocals with Ramones' Drums n' Hardcore Kicks followed by a long segment at the end juxing a speech Hitler gave about the Jew problem with the soundtrack to the indy film "Baracka" and D-Horror film "Wolfen 3" providing the aural texture for the hate speech. 

Funny?                                                         No?

Either way,

I, an Scotch-Irish-Anglo American in the US just trying to do something new with bubblegum and degenerate content for fun and silliness, was censored in a near identical way that had happened to the Ramones' "I'm A Nazi Baby" single.

That was the moment that I realized that I'm just like Johnny.

Johnny started a movement, and all he needed was to get his band's foot in the door to achieve superstardom. That's how good he was."

That's how I feel about my Emo Headache compositions and free emo/pop-punk.

It's not exactly like these guys got the promotion they deserved and probz earned little substantial wealth off of creating songs that entire generations of punks identify with and hold in their hearts!!!  Take virtually any indie emo band!

It ain't exactly the musical brand that's gonna get you rich frankly….

But the mainstream hegemony is hardly stopping us~

But the mainstream hegemony is hardly stopping us~

But the mainstream hegemony is hardly stopping us~

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24/7 365 days a year~ Dial 919-444-4525 freely, ask for yours truly, Brendan Hooker, and I'm sure I can sell you on the value of a free music (as in no charge for service or providing a soundsystem) gig for your band or party or establishment ala' free party warehouse squat or conniving alcohol sales institution (reputable bar, decent music venue, or best of all crowded ornery dive bar with hungry metalheads bottling me for remixing the misfits) and I'll get my foot in the door in any building I can with original punk gabber relicks…

no matter how rat infested

no matter how scene the clientele

no matter how against the odds an uncanny dj set of original compositions played out live might seem for a given show!

Just remember the last time you went to a venue, psyched to really rock.  You get there and all of a sudden- DAMNIT RANDOM SHITTY SHIT, LIMP DICK FAIL! Or the bands are switching gear and the midtro music is so fucking gay it ruins the vibe of the next act (been there)?  Or the worst, when everyone's chilling after the bands have played, "no more live music folks, but plenty of beer left for sale!" and the venue puts on fucking bruce springsteen crap or something to get rid of the drunks…

≈ Friend--- The answer is here ----

EMO HEADACHE ORIGINALS, MIXED WITH THE E. HEADACHE HIMSELF SHOUTING 'THROW UP YR HEARTS' OVER AND OVER IN HIS UNDERPANTS + PUNK BIKER JACKET ON FAR FAR TOO MANY CANS OF BEER!  

MASHCORE CRAPCORE GABBACORE FTMFW

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Brendan Hooker - Emo Headache - Bloodwolf - Cassette - MBR - LEGS-NET

919-444-4525 (feel free to harass me) + ccompass@gmail.com